havent been on here in a while. guess its cuz i stopped throwin up 4 a while, and then i got a xanga to write stuff on cuz ppl give me advice. yah so ive been throwin up more than usual lately... ugh. i just wanna be ana, is that so much to ask?? mia sucks. well, i can eat, but, its not worth it. im just not tryin enough. im going to tho. really. i hope. i yah, and ive figured out that im a total bitch. surprise, surprise. y must i suck so much?