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i hate karma. this is probably earning me more bad points. i have a boyfriend, and i dont like him really much at all, but cant dump him online or on the phone cuz.. my friends say so. but i dont really see him, cuz, i dont want to. meanwhile, i like this other guy. and he doesnt like me at all. i figure its karma. also, i'm doomed to be fat. i woke up, had a cookie, then a king sized ice-cream drumstick thing, then a doughnut, and now my weight in reeses pieces. i dont feel like throwing up but i know i have to. i read this thing that said, "strive for excellence, not perfection." wtf? that doesnt make sense to me. why would u not strive for perfection? who wants to be, "pretty good" at something? i would rather be amazing. the best. perfect. shit i need to go throw up before this gets digested. brb. ok back. i just noticed the time is wrong on this thing. o well, dont feel like fixing it. i dont think i threw up everything, but then, thats why i'm a fatass. how can he like me when im so freakin ugly? he cant. and thats why he doesnt. he doesnt even work out (except for socccer) and i swear his body is perfect. and his face, lol that sounds weird. but, he's so hot. and hes not a jerk, except for not liking me but thats not really being a jerk thats just me being a bitch. i wish i could dump my boyfriend. i should try and not flirt with any guy other than greg so i wont have this problem anymore. why not say his name? no one reads this anyways... oh and btw i was wrong. i weigh like 114. EW.