yesterday the floor came rushing at me at least 4 or 5 times. kinda annoying. and these ppl that i dont really like came over. and i ate a lot. and forgot to throw up becuz i was watching the olympics. so i took a plastic bag into my closet w/ me and tried to throw up quietly into. but like the 5th time i missed. it was disgusting. so i panicked and didnt finsh and tried to clean up. so didnt even throw up very much and yah. it was a bad idea. but not that bad. i dunno as long as i dont miss i guess. and throw it out and wash anything that gets gross before anyone notices. im going to camp tomorrow, dunno what im gonna do... i want to lose weight so bad. i figure dont eat much and i cant binge cuz im at camp, and i wont hafta throw up...