so the other day one of my guy friends said i lost weight, that was encouraging, but... i cant stop eating... but i feel sick afterwards... im probly gonna go throw up but its so hard not to be obvious. gah. so if i really did lose weight i probly gained it back. i wish i was like 80 lbs... thatd be amazing. i gotta lose like 30-40 lbs to do that tho... so thats my ultimate goal i guess. i wanna lose 10 lbs in like a month tho