hmm i think by blog is screwed up

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
well i dont think im bulimic anymore cuz i cant make myself throw up right now. i know i should, and im hating myself for it, but... my throat hurts and i really just dont feel like it? im gonna be a fatass and its all my fault.

i dont like cheerleading anymore.

im gonna be the worst girl on my XC team.

i hate school.

i hate boys.

i hate people not liking me.