i got really mad today and starting yelling, throwing things, kicking things, and i cut my wrist and my...thigh/hip area. it was more growling than yelling really.
why do i think i would be happier if i had a boyfriend?? all it could really bring is more problems.

i dont know if im trying to convince myself not to throw up or that i have to. or if i only wanna cut now that i got caught.
that and now its like "i have a crush on every boy", as some member of the teen girl squad so eloquently said...